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Hey everyone first I will write a little bit about me and if you want you can skip that and goto the very end for the basic Question. Im looking for people who have actually had an addition to crystal meth and not people who think they understand what or how it feels (because you don't) As well im aware of what it does to your body and how horrible it is.

Personal Life:
Im a 25 year old male who has been doing club drugs since about 18. I have always liked to party but I did it responsibly. I went to the gym 5 times a week and I looked and felt great., I was very popular with people. I loved to go out with friends and was always very social (with drugs) I have had problems with anxeity and stuff before but I have always managed it ok. I guess my life was ok until I started using meth.

Now after using meth for a few months. I have lost my job, I no longer goto the gym. I look and feel horrible and like I want to die. I have hardly any friends left, and no family. Im sick with MRSA and have sores all over my body. Ive lost about 15 lbs of muscle so far. I never leave my apartment to go out anymore. I dont want to do anything but cyrstal now. I make up excuses to avoid people and stuff. I have been smoking meth for over two weeks now , everyday. I dont sleep for about four days then I start to feel like im going insane. I have hulicinated before seeing people that were not even there. To sleep I use Xanax. If i dont have xanax I get nervous big time, and will take two viles of GHB (Liquid not prescription) and overdose myself until I go unconcious. I sometimes go all day without eating. I try to drink lots of healthy shakes as a last attempt to eat. I havnt smiled since the day I started and I know what it does to you I guess what im looking for is more support or help from others.

QUESTION

Are there some good ways or tips that personally worked for you in detoxing from meth. I dont think that I can do group because Im to nervous to be around that many people. Im trying to gradually cut down on the amount im intaking and also switching to snorting instead of smoking to make things a little better. If you have a success story , I would love to hear how you quit and for how long. Also how do you feel now ? Tell me everything. I guess im doing this as a support treatment for me. Everyday feels like I have hit rock bottom and nothing can get any worse until I wake up the next day and cant deal with the pain and smoke tina again. The more upset Im getting the more im doing.

Thank you for all your help and support.

startover22

Brodio, Hey, just wanna be part of your support, I am happy you wanna do something about this! I don't have a success story really with meth, I don't know how it all works, but it sure sounds like you have hit rock bottom......
so here is your start, you ready?
How to quit using meth
I read through some of these sites, and it seems as though this is the best "real" info....
It is gonna be hard Brodio,I am wishing you all the best wishes ever. I am sure there will be more and more of us here for your support! Hugs

shellyjo68

It will be a long painful road. If you can get into a 28 day facility it is your best bet but seeing you lost your job i am guessing u have no insurance. 1-888-484-1042 here is one number I found but have not called. Go to your parents. Don't be ashamed. Borrow money to get started in a program. You may qualify for Teen Chanllange I don't know where u are so I cannot give u a number--they have grants and churches will give you money to help out.

Brodio

Thanks so much for the feedback guys.. Just an update so far on me, perhaps somebody in my situation may find it useful to help them quit.
I have not touched meth in five days!! Im very proud of myself and its been so hard in getting back on my feet again. I have one friend left ouf of all of my friends that stood with me and is helping me get back on my feet. I went outside the otherday for the first time in along time. It was very hard . My anxiety was so bad and I was shakey and scared and kept my head down a lot. The best thing to do is to force yourself to go out and interact slowley with people again. It was really hard and I wouldnt leave the house without having a Xanax in my pocket just for a backup. I didnt end up using it but knowing it was there helped. We spent hours outside , walking the streets going into stores and stuff. Not really to buy stuff but just to get back into things again. I smiled I think for the first time in weeks and it felt great, but I definatly have a long ways to go before ever feeling normal again.
Its still very hard to sleep at night and get up in the day but its one thing at a time. Its been hard to breath and sometimes I have panic attacks if i get to nervous. I had to goto the hospital today because ive been having a lot of belly pains and I was nervous it could have been damage from the drugs. I had to take a half of a Xanax to get there because I was to nervous going there alone. The dr said i was fine and gave me a prescription for Adavan just enough for the weekend and gave me refferals for group support for meth addicts. He said that I cant fight this alone and Im going to need support. He also mentioned how skinny and ill i had looked since that last time I had saw him. Im going to try to do this on my own and with my friend for support.
So i guess the best method that is working for me is to use Xanax to replace the cravings of the meth. Slowley decrease your usage of the Xanax and only take it when you have to. Its very addictive , but much less harmful then tina. You can ask yoru dr to set you up on a reduced intake plan of it if you want. I personally just do it myself.
Your going to cry a ton, but its ok .. Let it all out and when your done cry some more. Its ok , because your going to be thinking the worst possible things when going through withdraws. Im still going through them and want to give up all the time , I think thats why i have belly pains. I still feel really alone and still have that horrible though in my head that makes me want to give up on life all together. You have to fight it and be stronger because you are stronger and you can fight it. I didnt have family support but if you do , that would be the best thing for you I think. I always looked at pictures of my little sister and thats helping me get through it, because its not fair to her to have to live with the pain of seeing her brother die from meth.
Also most people know this already but avoid sugar at all cost. It will bring back your cravings like crazy and its true!
I also found that by just keeping my pipe and a small amount of crystal in my room it helped me with quitting. I found I got to nervous by thinking of the idea of not having it. I feel stronger everyday knowing that I can look at it and feel that im finally taking control.

Anyways not sure if anyone reads this but if anyone wants to ever chat im definatly willing to share ideas on ways to help eachother.

We can do it!

Brody

startover22

Brodio......Nice job!! I am so proud of you! I will respond to ya, we may not be on at the same times but I won't let you down with a response. I support your efforts all the way. I have seen first hand what meth can do to a body, mind and soul. But mostly my connection is with relations to the user. I know it can be really hard.....
5 days holy crap that's great, so happy to hear, and remember you can always come here if you start feeling your anxiety come back, just write it down. I won't judge, there is no need for that! Nice job Brodio......see you soon I hope!

progunr

My personal experience is with my son who has been meth free for over 7 years now.

What did it take?

I had to move him and his family 200 miles away from anyone he knew. Granted, he was ready to be free from it, he had fallen as low as he could get, was days away from being on the street with no where to go.

It took his determination to make sure that he didn't seek it out after the relocation, but getting him totally away from any easy access was also one of the keys.

I believe there is no drug more dangerous and addictive than this one.

Not sure if you, or anyone reading this knows this but meth works most specifically on the brains pleasure/reward center. It slowly takes the place of ANYTHING that gives an individual the feeling of pleasure or accomplishment and replaces them with the meth. Soon, it becomes the ONLY thing that produces the natural feeling of pleasure.

The bad news is this condition is not totally repairable. Once the damage has been done, it is difficult, perhaps for some, impossible to ever feel as good about things as they did before meth.

I have to say you should be proud of your progress, and I urge you to fight to maintain your resolve, and stay on this path to being free of this crap for good.

bensmom

I was addicted to meth when i was about 17-18, like you i was very popular, attractive, had a nice car and so on, I actually never even heard of meth until the first time i tried it, the nice car eventually got crashed, I lost a lot of weight, and started gettting acne, one day I woke up and decided for the first time to quit, I pack up my things and at 18 took all the money I had which was about a grand from selling the drug and moved half way around the world to a town I had never been to and a place where i knew no one. Needless to say I have been sober for 5 years now, i moved back home after about 6 months of sobriety. Being sober meant living, and I chose life, however a lot of my old drug buddies still live the same life, girls that I knew that were pretty at 18 are no longer pretty at 23 and do ungodly things to get their fix, if you cant do it on your own, then a detox faucility would be your best option, most impatients have continued outpatient centers. best of luck to you

Brodio

Hey everyone! Thanks so much for the responses. I have been clean for ten days now , and I think im good and back on my feet again. I still have withdraws from the drug mostly at night time I find. When I lay in bed I think about it more. I find it hard to sleep and I have weird dreams. This is all minor issues and im sure will go away soon. Im much more happy but I still find I daze out a lot and sometimes I feel soulless, like I dont care about anything, but I think we all have days like that.


I FEEL GREAT! )
Im getting back my old friends again who dont use. I have started back to the gym, and am eating very healthy. I have support from friends willing to help me get back in shape at the gym and get my life going again. Summer time is just hitting and its beautiful outside. I couldnt imagine sitting inside everyday being to cracked out to go outside and be with friends. Almost all of my anxiety has passed and I can do things on my own again without relying on Xanax or anxiety pills.
I consider myself lucky that I got out when I did and Im willing to help others as well.
I guess the best tips are
1) Get Support from friends or family. If you dont have any .. Try posting an add online like I did and got support from other people.
2) Rest a lot , try and sleep through most of the detoxing at first.
3) If your tweaking and need more drugs , Take a Xanax or anxiety pill to calm you down. I always did that and it would make me quit doing more. Also if your sober and are having a craving try taking an axite pill. This method worked for me but you have to becarful because xanax and that stuff is also addictive. Try lowering your dosage and only use it when you have to.
4) Avoid sugars.... Apparently it triggers the same part in your brain that causes you to crave meth. I have been having cravings for sugar like crazy and have been eating it lol.. i found when I had the sugar i felt fine.
5) Sweat it out. Goto a gym or spa or something and sit in the dry sauna and sweat all the toxins out of your body. Also you can work out if you have energy. Start an exercise program but start off slowly. I used to go 5 times a week and I was really in shape and looked great and now I cant do more then seven mins of cardio. Its frustrating as hell but dont give up you will get better!
6) Empty out your phone directory of all the dealers and people associted with meth from your phone book. Let them know that your finished using the drug and to respect you and to not contact you anymore. To be honest most people will respect your decision and not bother you anymore since they usually would like nothing more then to quit as well.
7) Treat yourself out to shopping, or a spa. Get your hair done , go tanning or something. Anything that makes you feel better. For me a big problem of the drug was how horrible I looked it almost made me do more because I was so upset on how tired and run down I looked. I think when we look in a mirror and we look good we also feel good on the inside.

I hope these tips help you as they have for me. If your thinking that its to late to quit , it's not, you can have your life back again. Dont wait any longer to stop though it only makes it harder. The happiest day for me was the day I stepped outside on a beautiful day with my friend after detoxing for awhile, and I smiled and was so happy to be back in control with my life again.

I wish you all the best , please contact me if you have any questions. Enjoy and have a meth free summer!

shellyjo68

Brodio,
Keep it up! This morning I got the "call" about a 38 yr old kid who died from a heart attack--20 ++ years meth history.

You are doing great. Do you have a plan what to do if you are in a situation with Meth? Just saying "no, thank you" may be hard for you still if it is sitting right there in your face. I know you are avoiding the situations, but you also know you can run into it anywhere. One of the classes I used to teach included making a plan and rehearsing it so that there was no "thinking on your feet". One guy's plan was simply to say "I'm on my way to my mom's, she'll know before I get through the door". Explaining too much to someone will only give them more time to convince you and people don't like to see others change even if it is for the better. It makes us feel uncomfortable---How many of you have been on a diet, lost x-amount of weight so your family wanted to take you to your favorite eatery to celebrate? They just wanted to do something nice for you and know that you have ALWAYS enjoyed eating at Deep Fried Heaven.

Tralyn

Hi all... hope you don't mind a former user dropping in to add in my 2 cents...

My biggest advice is to clear your contact list! If you have phone numbers of users, get rid of them, if you see a fellow user on the street, walk away. If you are at a party or get together and see meth or any drug like it's nature there leave immediately. Better yet, if you expect it might be there, do not even go.

I too suffer from anxiety and I found when I used meth that it completely calmed my anxiety - it was indeed the only thing that made me feel 'normal' other than xanax. Truth be told.. I hated the xanax too - super addicting. When you don't take the xanax your body will go through withdrawals (shaking and a lot like a panic attack) - so you think you are panicking and need your xanax. I had to quit the xanax as well - and it wasn't graceful. I was a shaking withdrawing mess for about 2 weeks - but having it out of my system gave me the chance to focus on making my anxiety better. I searched high and low for a natural help with anxiety and have found two things that I recommend you look into. Check out St. Johns Wort. It took about two weeks of taking this natural med for me to feel the results. It has no horrible effects if I stop taking it and it has worked wonders for me. I also found Pure Calm (from Native Remedies online). It works well too.. when anxiety is a little more strong.

You have done very well.. staying away from meth for the time that you have. I have been away from meth for about 3 years now and help my boyfriend to quit using as well. It is something that I can never allow myself to be around - because it's that kind of drug. Once you have felt it's high - you have to stay away if you truly want to be clean of it.

Some doctors do not promote the use of natural medicine... if yours does not I would recommend at least getting a second opinion. That xanax can be bad news... and I know of people who take that as 'happy pills'. I had friends that use that would seek out that drug because it's effects are similiar.

Best of luck to you! I'll keep checkin' in!