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Hey everyone first I will write a little bit about me and if you want you can skip that and go to the very end for the basic Question. Im looking for people who have actually had an addition to crystal meth and not people who think they understand what or how it feels (because you don't) As well I'm aware of what it does to your body and how horrible it is.

Personal Life:
Im a 25 year old male who has been doing club drugs since about 18. I have always liked to party but I did it responsibly. I went to the gym 5 times a week and I looked and felt great. I was very popular with people. I loved to go out with friends and was always very social (with drugs) I have had problems with anxeity and stuff before but I have always managed it OK. I guess my life was OK until I started using meth.

Now after using meth for a few months. I have lost my job, I no longer go to the gym. I look and feel horrible and like I want to die. I have hardly any friends left, and no family. Im sick with MRSA and have sores all over my body. Ive lost about 15 lbs of muscle so far. I never leave my apartment to go out anymore. I don't want to do anything but cyrstal now. I make up excuses to avoid people and stuff. I have been smoking meth for over two weeks now , everyday. I don't sleep for about four days then I start to feel like I'm going insane. I have hulicinated before seeing people that were not even there. To sleep I use Xanax. If I don't have xanax I get nervous big time, and will take two viles of GHB (Liquid not prescription) and overdose myself until I go unconscious. I sometimes go all day without eating. I try to drink lots of healthy shakes as a last attempt to eat. I haven't smiled since the day I started and I know what it does to you I guess what I'm looking for is more support or help from others.

QUESTION

Are there some good ways or tips that personally worked for you in detoxing from meth. I don't think that I can do group because Im to nervous to be around that many people. Im trying to gradually cut down on the amount I'm intaking and also switching to snorting instead of smoking to make things a little better. If you have a success story , I would love to hear how you quit and for how long. Also how do you feel now ? Tell me everything. I guess I'm doing this as a support treatment for me. Everyday feels like I have hit rock bottom and nothing can get any worse until I wake up the next day and cant deal with the pain and smoke tina again. The more upset Im getting the more I'm doing.

Thank you for all your help and support.