About maybe 4 months ago i stopped smoking weed and i was doing really good.
Job hunting and everything. Started going to a commuinity college and keeping myself busy.

Then 4 months later *now* bout maybe 4 weeks ago.. I started going to this guys house accross the street and there all tweakers they do meth all day..

And occasionally i had trouble with this girl so i went over there and said

"lemme get a hit man" i need it!

i cant deal with this ****

and since then.. bout every friday i been hitting meth,

and i dont buy it.. or do it everyday..

i just notice i have been doing it alot..

every friday is bad enough for me..

im so ashamed of myself and i feel so bad about letting my parents down..
my confidence was so high and it all just seems like it fell apart..

and i feel like a loser a nobody, and i know im destroying myself..

i dont want it now... i

did it last nite also.. and it was a thrusday..

but i know im devoloping an addiction

it gets me so mad cause i quit weed to only start slowly on another addiction a worster addiction..

i wanted to hear what anybody who has a heart has to say bout this..

and maybe share any bad experiences u know of bout this drug..

im a really nice person and i know i can change and stop this non sense which is why im here

and i dont want a rehab i belive i can do it out here..

it is just kind of hard when the guy lives accross the dang street


any help?

tinsign

One other suggestion for you is to PLEASE get yourself in drug rehab ..also get into a support group where you can relate with others going through this.
We all say " I can be strong enough to stop doing whatever" but at times not everyone can be and stay that strong.
I do hope the best for you, but please go to rehab

OOPS this was dated back in nov..BUT THE ADVICE STILL STANDS FOR ANYONE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING SIMULAR

xHypoCondriacx

yea and im still around and loving the replies, thank you all very much, !!!

berrysweetncgurl

I hope that everything is ok with you now that you are pregnant, just remember that a drug habit not only affects you but it affects your family even worse. Please let me know if you want to talk! WE are here for you