I'm going out of line here, but I'll say it anyway: I think you should refuse to go to school so that your parents realize how bad this is for you. If your parents are well off they can send you to private school. I don't agree that you can just look the other way when faced with a crowd that hates you. And at 13 it isn't easy to formulate the words of wisdom in front of a mean crowd that could explain what happened. If you have ADD and are cutting and you flew off the handle enough to 'bully' the girl who spread lies, which I have to assume means some physical fighting, then you need another school. So, I would refuse to go. No amount of pushing and yelling can force you onto a bus or into a car. They will have to deal with this.