Painful, yes sure specially when I am dealing with the whole situation alone as I am not dare yet to tell my parents, I am ashamed to tell to my friends as well as my schoolmates. I did not know who to turn to to speak about this.
Having no idea what culture your from, I don't see how you are going to hide this baby from family and friends. Nor should you, and I would think at least talking to your mother would be only logical. There has to be someone you trust who is close. Are you Asian?