well i think you should ask someone to help you get into foster care but remember there's no turning back
my friend got put into foster care and she hates it ! its way worse you get put into some random family and
you might get put into old people hands ,or strict like my friend so don't do it you have 4 more year's you can do it
or
talk to your mom or dad about it or your grandmother/grandfather or Nan
hope this works
MERRY CHRISTMAS