<im not going to say I know how you feel but I do my dad dropped my parents when I was 2 days old! Shocking hay but I was told by my stepdads ex wife to not go looking for him, becouse he was the nastiest person she knew. So if I were you I wouldn't go diggin him up. I ignored her and kept looking for him but when I found him, read about him, and closed the site. He was nasty man he had 4 ex wife's and one of them was my mother. I don't think you should keep looking for him couse you never know what your going to find and you may not like it. I would rather have not ever knowen my father then to know his as a nasty filthy disgusting man that left becouse he didn't want me... I'm just saying I'm not an expert but I know what I'm talking about it>

Your father may have not left you but knew it was better. My mom Gave me up to a stranger. And when I talked to her about it later she told me she was only 14 and I'm the oldest child and she wasn't ready. My dad left us after knocking my mom up with my little sister who I absolutly love but is being raised a bad lifestyle. I'm also looking for my dad but have a social worker to help me because I was abused by my mom and other peopl I hope you have (had) better luck then me because I'm almost 14 and still looking
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