Thanks for all the great pointers E12191G, but here is a quick update...

I woke up to a text saying she doesn't feel well, and she wouldn't be able to meet me this morning. I understand this because she has been on some rough medication that makes her sick. She apologized many times over, and promised she would buy me lunch later. I assume this is a true story, and I trust her.

E12191G:Your right about most of you post, she did say to me recently that she loves me, but isn't sure her head is 100% in it. She would analyze our relationship, and every time she saw us together, so I really thought nothing of this.

I really don't think her feelings toward me have changed, I think he idea of small talk has changed, meaning she wants to eliminate any unnecessary conversation. Which I know is very strange and unhealthy in a relationship. Believe me, if it was my way I would be one the phone with her all day long.

Also another side note: We went on our break because I screwed up, and had some habits I needed to change. During the two weeks, we hung out about 7 times (which is better than every day, every hour, how it used to be), and she truly saw that I had changed. To be clear, this change was needed for a LONG TIME, not only for my relationship, but for my own well being as well. So yes I changed for her, but mostly for myself as well.