She left it a little over a year ago. She said that I was first the guy she had feelings for since then she is very confused and not sure if she is ready for another serious relationship....I am really hurt and I hope she does realize that leaving me was a mistake like she said but I can't get my hopes up I guess. I am leaving to go home for the summer I am interning with JPMorgan this summer in the city and she lives upsate NY. I am just at that stage now where it feels like you will never meet someone like them again, and its weird going from talking everyday to just nothing.....she hurt me big time